I expected this morning to be blissful and beautiful. Well! I had a reason for this... It is GK's birthday! Though he left the physical form years ago, he is still here, I can see him, feel him, be with them, talk to him... So the morning started with switching off the alarm (as usual!) and getting up an hour later than the scheduled time. I wished him birthday and sat down to channel Light.
When I opened my eyes, I saw 4 missed calls from a known person from Bangalore. Thinking that he must be calling in lieu of Guruji's birthday, his words shook me from the innermost core! He called to convey an extremely sad news of the ruthless murder of my aunt last night. I was told that her legs were tied and she was killed! He asked me to inform another friend of hers. I immediately rang the person who takes care of that foundation. I could not believe what I heard and hence, wanted to reconfirm. He said that it is true! I did not react. I continued my morning ritual and am in office now. I shed a few tears while taking bath... That is it! I wanted to rush out of home asap as I did not want my father to see the sadness of my face and ask, "what happened?" I am sure I would have broken down! I somehow managed to speak to my mother with poise, acting normal.
I will nonetheless disclose the news in the evening.
I looked for tickets to Bangalore but then did not know what to do! No, I am not going.
Times spent with her has been flashing since then. Her way of speaking, her might of a powerful life that she lived, her passion and surrender to the Rishis and Guruji and her reverence for the current administrator of that place, I am recalling everything since that moment.
I am in shock! I will complete my work for today, go for workout and head back home... The day will be usual and normal. The soul is not!
I remember the first time we met when I went to see her for a past life session. I remember seeing her pic on lifepositive.com and deciding to go. Little did I know that it would turn out to be a soulful connection. One session converted into two and then friendship. He took me to Janakpuri waale Guruji and made me meet a great man! Our outings always had eating being incoorporated from the first time we went out together to the last time we met. Being foodie herself, she could not stay hungry for long! She had a child-like enthusiasm and a sikh-like face. I would say to her often, "aunty, you seem to have been a sikh in a previous lifetime." She always had things to say, experiences to talk about, ways of the world that she just did not approve of, her surrender to the path and her sadness of the struggles she has been, all through her life.
Her Power and Resilience is an epitome!
She would always worry for my finances, singlehood (or fear to getting married to the inappropraite one!) and work and give me messages. Like an angel, she would be around to channel things for me. When I stayed with her at Bangalore in January, she took care of me like a mother would. I did feel that she was getting very detached from the world and this was apparent when I messaged her. On meeting, she would be her old self... talkative, passionate, energetic, loving...
I knew and we spoke about it as well, she was my mum from another lifetime, she was a friend, she and I started our journey on the path of The Rishis together. She took me to any spiritual event that she went for- shiv yog, gyaana whale babaji... Once she got onto this path, never did she look back. She got a lot of people from Delhi enrolled as well!
She was one lady I met who had the purest intention.
I am also aware of the agonies that she went through and was going through, I just used to listen to her, bless her in my mind and at times, even get aggitated at what she would narrate, asking her to take action!
Aaj sab khatam!
I have questions though!!!
Was it destiny? Or was it unplanned and The Universe like me is in a shock!
Was it to happen on the night before Guruji's birthday! How would it happen if it was unplanned, she literally lived with The Rishis!!!!
Was she done with her life? Got her purpose? Worked on her life lessons?
Were we not to walk into the light age together hand in hand... Were we not to board the spaceship for our home planet together? Was she to go in the May of 2016?
Will I get my answers? Are the answers even important, now that the person will never return in this form?
Kiran Aunty, you have been closer to me than most people in my life. I don't know what to say... I will connect with you at soul-level and speak soon. I wished that you did not had to go through the pain that you went through... That is it! If you were to go, wished that you would have gone peacefully...
P S It is strange that while writing, most of the time, I had goosebumps.
