Monday, September 29, 2014

Emotions Un-plugged

My profession is my life and there is nothing that defines personal and professional life for me... And it is not a complaint! I love it like that. My field of studying human behaviour to produce valuable results encompasses a job of 10 to 5... And hence, with time, observation of human beings is a part of me now.

Having a fractured foot, I went to see the doctor today morning for a review. There were a lot of patients there, some sitting there impatiently waiting for their chance to come, others fiddling with their phone. Some movement at a little distance caught my attention and bought an instant smile in my being, in spite of a painful fractured bone. A young man held a baby around his chest, walking back and forth the path in front of the reception. In the crowd of about 60-80 people who were sitting in the basement of that hospital, I could not take my eyes off them. I figure out much later that both he and his child was average looking so their physical beauty has nothing to do with the one of the most beautiful moments I have seen in the world (nature is very beautiful; humans protraying such beauty is  indeed a rare sight!)


So tempted to take their photograph; I decided not to breach their private moments by capturing it without taking consent. He was just walking in a small area and constantly talking to his child (seems a girl child; not too sure though). The baby was very small, perhaps 6 months old. He was constantly chatting with him and it seemed as if the baby could understand it all and responded as well. That was a scene of absolute unconditional love for me. A few times, he tickled her on her foot, and she smiled back, being flly aware and participating in the conversation with her father. Then he would go back to speaking with her and tell her stories, may be, and she was there with him at all times. It even looked to me as if they were one, just two physical bodies, otherwise one being. This went on for about half an hour that I waited there. Few minutes later, his wife came out and started chatting. Just moments later, he was back to spendin time with his baby. He started to play with the baby now taking her in his arms and she smiled.

Their bond seemed so eternal and sacred. I felt a warmth in me that ran from head to toe, having experienced emotions flowing without any apprehensions and expectations. It was like a pure pristine diamond, flawless and complete in itself, not wanting anything from outside.

The picture of the young man and his baby would linger onto my mind for days to come. It was one such moment for me when I felt nothing else matters- all their is love, unconditional love and happiness is then just a by-product...

Image courtesy- 123rf.com

Monday, September 22, 2014

A traveller, a wanderer, an explorer- I define myself as these and you might hear me say- if given a chance, I would just roam around the world and never settle.

Sitting in a cafe here with strangers around me. Not a single  familiar face though as I look around, all friendly ones!) and all Israelis (naa, I am not a racist! Nope!!!). The English music adds to the ambience with the paintings of Ganesha and Buddha put all around. Just reading messages on whatsaapp, a moment of truth occurs- this gets as close as it can, to the DIVINE. Pure and simple, just mere writing it down undermines it and I wonder how can I ever explain what I just wrote...

You know its' just a feeling of being complete and sitting in the presence of the Divine- it is a, The, Space of Expansion. Have no idea how am I getting it here- amidst conversations, smell of "camel" smoke, a foreign language and a glass of lemongrass tea in my hand. 

And as  look up to see the cafe yet gain, the faces look so familiar and peaceful. I am sure, each is fighting his/ her own battle and yet they seem just fine... As it is said "all there is is... Just Now!"- and how on earth will have you have something that bothers you in the now!!!

-Connected-

Strangers saying hello; bumping into each other at meal time or evening coffee or even a stroll and then sharing their life, dreams, passions and thier authentic true self; even food spakes volumes about human beings and their natural urge to connect.

I once heard that a soul intreacts with the same soul birth after birth and given that all of us are from the same source, same light, we are always connected yet separated; like the spokes of the wheel- each spoke is what makes the wheel work with perfection. Any flaw anywhere will not lead to 100% efficiency. And yet as the biclycle (bike etc.) keeps moving, the spokes remain connected, yet separated... Not knowing that unknowingly, they touch and do make a difference all the time.